Just Plain Cold

It is always the happy thoughts that kept me glad

Those yesterdays when you were all that I had

Every single day, I thought, will never go bad

But that was then.. but that was then.

 

It’s you and me, the late night walks in the park

Glancing up the sky to stare at the stars

Promising each other that we’re sure to go far

But that was then.. That was so damn then

 

Those giddy feelings were just for a show!

How can I be stupid not to even know?

My love’s a firework for you, and then you just let go

Yes, now I know that your love for me was just plain cold

 

Its Saturday, the music play in perfect harmony

And here you are right next to me lost in the symphony

Hoping and praying that this song would never end

But that was then.. ooh that was so damn then!

 

Those giddy feelings were just for a show!

How can I be stupid not to even know?

My love’s a firework for you, and then you just let go

Yes, now I know that your love for me was just plain cold!

 

Here you are, bruised and scarred

Thinking I just can’t resist

If only you held on then maybe

Our love still exists

But then again, I kept my sane

This wont ever be the same

Because ‘I still care for you’

Was so right damn back then!

 

Those giddy feelings were just for a show!

I crossed the rapids, but went with the flow

I said ‘I love you’ but instead, you let me go

Now I know..

Oh, yes now I know.. That your love for me was just plain cold.

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It’s been 2 weeks since I started my schooling at Adamson University. Well, its not that I hate the place,for me to feel so down. I do have friends already. I just usually find myself wandering the school grounds, or sitting at the stairs, staring around the university grounds. Its not that I really am school-sick or just because I’m so plain dramatic.. Maybe I just ample needed the time to start writing the usual verses, just like back in high school.

Okay, so here goes. (By the way, for the first time people who would read these kinds of stuff I write, don’t infer that I’m hopelessly romantic? It makes you sound so all-knowing coz you’re right)

 

Ruthless, and cold down to your core

Havin’ no one to love you more

Emptiness you have in store

Has kept you crying, red eyes sore.

 

Seven-fold I try to hide

The bitter feelings still inside

Coz no matter how hard I cry

It’s you that always made me smile.

 

The days went by, yet I still amiss

That Monday night I kissed your lips

Overwhelmed, was that all this?

Or just a mem’ry saved for keeps?

 

He keeps me hanging, I throw a sigh

Lookin’ around from side to side

He sees someone, and now he’s high

It urges me to say goodbye.

 

 

The problem is, I would admit

To see him, I just can’t resist!

Despite being good, I can’t insist

Sweet intimacy that doesn’t exist.