It’s been 2 weeks since I started my schooling at Adamson University. Well, its not that I hate the place,for me to feel so down. I do have friends already. I just usually find myself wandering the school grounds, or sitting at the stairs, staring around the university grounds. Its not that I really am school-sick or just because I’m so plain dramatic.. Maybe I just ample needed the time to start writing the usual verses, just like back in high school.
Okay, so here goes. (By the way, for the first time people who would read these kinds of stuff I write, don’t infer that I’m hopelessly romantic? It makes you sound so all-knowing coz you’re right)
Ruthless, and cold down to your core
Havin’ no one to love you more
Emptiness you have in store
Has kept you crying, red eyes sore.
Seven-fold I try to hide
The bitter feelings still inside
Coz no matter how hard I cry
It’s you that always made me smile.
The days went by, yet I still amiss
That Monday night I kissed your lips
Overwhelmed, was that all this?
Or just a mem’ry saved for keeps?
He keeps me hanging, I throw a sigh
Lookin’ around from side to side
He sees someone, and now he’s high
It urges me to say goodbye.
The problem is, I would admit
To see him, I just can’t resist!
Despite being good, I can’t insist
Sweet intimacy that doesn’t exist.