Despite the tears, he fakes a smile
He doesn’t tinge, with her goodbye
Knew she was with another guy
His grin can’t dry his teary eyes.
He say he’s strong and tough inside
But begs her on that Wednesday night
“You said you won’t leave me here tonght?
And promised not to make me cry?”
In hopes that she’ll return one day,
He waits and tries to be that way
In desperation the martyr stays
Though his beloved returns, nay.
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It is always the happy thoughts that kept me glad
Those yesterdays when you were all that I had
Every single day, I thought, will never go bad
But that was then.. but that was then.
It’s you and me, the late night walks in the park
Glancing up the sky to stare at the stars
Promising each other that we’re sure to go far
But that was then.. That was so damn then
Those giddy feelings were just for a show!
How can I be stupid not to even know?
My love’s a firework for you, and then you just let go
Yes, now I know that your love for me was just plain cold
Its Saturday, the music play in perfect harmony
And here you are right next to me lost in the symphony
Hoping and praying that this song would never end
But that was then.. ooh that was so damn then!
Those giddy feelings were just for a show!
How can I be stupid not to even know?
My love’s a firework for you, and then you just let go
Yes, now I know that your love for me was just plain cold!
Here you are, bruised and scarred
Thinking I just can’t resist
If only you held on then maybe
Our love still exists
But then again, I kept my sane
This wont ever be the same
Because ‘I still care for you’
Was so right damn back then!
Those giddy feelings were just for a show!
I crossed the rapids, but went with the flow
I said ‘I love you’ but instead, you let me go
Now I know..
Oh, yes now I know.. That your love for me was just plain cold.
It’s been 2 weeks since I started my schooling at Adamson University. Well, its not that I hate the place,for me to feel so down. I do have friends already. I just usually find myself wandering the school grounds, or sitting at the stairs, staring around the university grounds. Its not that I really am school-sick or just because I’m so plain dramatic.. Maybe I just ample needed the time to start writing the usual verses, just like back in high school.
Okay, so here goes. (By the way, for the first time people who would read these kinds of stuff I write, don’t infer that I’m hopelessly romantic? It makes you sound so all-knowing coz you’re right)
Ruthless, and cold down to your core
Havin’ no one to love you more
Emptiness you have in store
Has kept you crying, red eyes sore.
Seven-fold I try to hide
The bitter feelings still inside
Coz no matter how hard I cry
It’s you that always made me smile.
The days went by, yet I still amiss
That Monday night I kissed your lips
Overwhelmed, was that all this?
Or just a mem’ry saved for keeps?
He keeps me hanging, I throw a sigh
Lookin’ around from side to side
He sees someone, and now he’s high
It urges me to say goodbye.
The problem is, I would admit
To see him, I just can’t resist!
Despite being good, I can’t insist
Sweet intimacy that doesn’t exist.
TIDBITS 